today sucked. I feel inhuman and emotional. I feel alien and unpretty, grotesque . I’m not a bad person, but sometimes I can be. sometimes things come out of me, ugly things that can’t be unsaid, i’m human I guess thats a flaw. I’m nervous for my trip mostly because I should have planned it better. It was so last minute for a trip to Europe it feels somehow wrong. I’m also worried about money, because i probably wont get work steadily until march. I feel like a failure, for not being able to express myself better in any language. Mainly i feel alone right now. I hope to god it’s just the hormones.

today sucked. I feel inhuman and emotional. I feel alien and unpretty, grotesque .

I’m not a bad person, but sometimes I can be. sometimes things come out of me, ugly things that can’t be unsaid, i’m human I guess thats a flaw.

I’m nervous for my trip mostly because I should have planned it better. It was so last minute for a trip to Europe it feels somehow wrong. I’m also worried about money, because i probably wont get work steadily until march. I feel like a failure, for not being able to express myself better in any language. Mainly i feel alone right now. I hope to god it’s just the hormones.

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